afraid of the answer, but need to know

by Jodi
(Canada)

I'm living with my boyfriend, and though i am not as religious or devout as my best friend, i still believe in god and the right path... anyway, my boyfriend and i are planning on getting married eventual and i have been praying for a sign that he is the right one and i have only been getting negative answers (problems down there, and my first pay check hasn't gone to my bank account and i have been counting on it for medication and rent). should i not be living with him? or should i take this as a sign that God doesn't want us to be together? i love him so much and he is the nicest and most wonderful man i have been with, i just don't know what i should do.

thanks