Afraid

Hi Karen, I have been a subscriber to your website for some time now and enjoy reading every post. Karen, I am scared. For the past week I've come across many news articles of children sexually abused and murdered. Recently a 4 yr old boy in CA. I know the God we serve is a powerful, just and loving God but I can not come to terms with this. I can't help but to break down and cry for these babies. I try not to question God for this, but I do not know how to understand this. To think of the pain they endured in their final moments of their short life just makes me want scream with anger and disgust. How can I cope with this. I have prayed to God but I feel some guilt fearing that within my heart I feel some anger towards Him. I confess this right away but I cant stop feeling it. Any advise.