I think God is calling me

by Betty
(Minnesota)

I'm 22yrs old woman all my life I?ve always felt something in my heart, i always knew God was not to far away from me. But i seem to go back and fort with him at times all i want to do is praise him then other times i completely forget about him; but he always find way to bring me back.
I have this undying hope in me no matter what i been through i seem to pick up myself and come back twice better. I know i wouldn't be alive or the condition I?m in right now if it wasn't for God. I had some people saying God spoke to them about me including my own mom but i didn't really take it as serious as i should have.
But lately i been having people that barely knows me bringing some incredible message to me (they claim god spoke to them). I'm confused and at times very scared i don't know what to do...is God calling me???