I Would like to have children.

by Ann-Maire
(Jackson, Michigan USA)

I'm 31yrs old and I was born with Arthrogryposis, I'm the only one I know of that can walk but was told I wouldn't be able to have children since I was 18yrs old. I'm terrified to have...um...have sex and I don't think I can because I believe if your not married then I'll will be condemed to hell...so I've been praying for children of my own even though I'm not married but I have a boyfriend who loves me and wants children too.
He understands me and my condition. I'm 31 and ready to start a family but afriad to in any way to disappoint the Lord Almighty God, and so I've been praying even though I'm a Virgin for children but I don't care how many as long as it's from me at least just this once so be it. Me I want many children but I'm thankful if god gives me one or few or whatever how many he wish to give me I'll be happy for the rest of my life with ever how many he allows me to have. I believe Gods the only one who tell ya if you can or can not have children, not your doctors or your family or anyone else. I pray night and day every now and then in between to God if I can even just this once if I can have children. I'm disabled and I believe I can unless God says so other wise. This site is helpful, and I hope to visit offten to help me with my Depression because I've been depressed about things people tell me like I can never have children or live on my own and hurtful things said to me.