I'm so weak when facing my premature baby...

by CHOOI Jin Sek
(IPOH, MALAYSIA)

Hi, i wonder i am qualify here or not... Actually, i'm the father of my little premature baby.

We name hear AUDREY, Strong is what we wanted her to be.

Audrey, born premature 27weeks and few days. She only weight 0.9KG. It's all happen not long ago. 19 DEC 2009.

One day after she's in NICU, i was told by the doctors that my baby is in critical condition. She have a brain and lung breeding. Her lung is did not work well.

After knowing all these medical terms and my baby conditions, my whole body fell so weak. So weak that i can't even stand. I told myself, I can complete a marathon and climb the high mountain weekly. I can't even have any energy to stand when facing my own daughter problems. I'm so weak. I can't cry out.

Few day pass, i told myself what can i do? I just PRAY hard and send out messages to all my good church brothers and sisters to help my little baby by PRAYING.

I hope god will listen to all my prayers. I know i'm asking too much but i can't stop it. I just want my little angel baby.

Lastly, i told my wife... JUST PUT EVERYTHING TO OUR GOD HAND. GOD MUST HAVE HIS REASONS FOR ALL.

I LOVE YOU... AUDREY. DADDY and MUMMY LOVE YOU.........

ALVIN CHOOI JIN SEK