My husband left me and I am asking God to restore our marriage.

by Sheila
(Vernon, CT)

We've only been married for 2 years and my husband left me and he has shut me out completely. I told him out of anger that I wish I never married him and he left. I feel in my heart that we both have not had the opportunity to have the marriage we both truly desired and we both love the Lord. I am not sure how this happened but I was not happy working 1:30 - 10:00 in the evenings and I was truly stressed and I believe I took my anger out on my husband and he perhaps had enough. My husband is a very loving and nice gentlement and an awesome provider! I am not sure what to do. He has not filed for a divorce so I don't know what to expect. I've been praying and praying for God to heal his precious heart but I have realize that I need help as well with the way I speak to my husband...so I am asking God to heal me as well. Words do hurt. Everyone in church keeps asking where he is and I am so devasted I am not sure what to tell these people that are being a little nosey. We have both been married before. It truly hurts and I need advice on what I should do.

Thank you.