MY HUSBANDS HEART TO PURGE ITS HATE FOR ME by: Anonymous
Dear Debbie
You havent married for the wrong reasons. You are maybe having some insecurities on how your husband feels about you. Now you think you've married for the wrong reasons. You must think more about yourself. Look in the mirrer every morning and tell youself "I am special, just the way I am"! Let your husband see you have more confidence. You can do that by giving him some space of understanding that he's just having a anger problem. You might suffer from depression and want a lot of compassion and love and support from your husband, wich you are not getting right now. Men don't know how to deal with us when we are like this. I makes them feel hopeless. Maybe he feels you are not happy.
Start taking care of yourself, pamper yourself, look good every day. Be spontanious without expecting any positive response from him.
Remember, you do this for yourself and your kids. They need you, for what will happen if you should devorce? Your kids will suffer. So stand up, be bold and fight for this marrage.
I want you to pray this prayer everyday until you believe it:
O Father, I come to you today as your child. I ask that you will forgive me all my sins and trespasses, for through Jesus we can receive forgiveness. Father wash me as white as snow, fill me with your Holy Spirit, sodat You can take over my life and my families life.
Thank you father for your forgiveness. I exept that You created me to be very special and Satan wants to confuse me.
I give my husband over to you, what he is going through is no longer my business but Your business. Strengthen Him and make him to be happy in his work and at home. Bless my husband for he loves me and the children.
I ask it now in Jesus name.
Amen
If you can, go for some councelling just to get some outing to someone profesional that can give you good advice. You are not alone, I also went through these things.
Give your hasband love, love and your kids love,
love and more love.
It is all going to be alright.
Remember: Your husband cant make you happy, only Jesus can.
