My husbands prays to be with me,but wants another women to

by rene
(live oak fl)

my husband and i have been together for 15 years now.i love my husband with all my heart.if he did anything wrong in the past i always forgive him because i believe that the lord could change him.a little over a year ago my husband left me for another women.he thought he was happy because he stayed in the bars.started doing drugs,and she did it with him.i let him go i didt arguee.not with him or her.i figured he would find his way home.but this time it was to long.the women tried to keep him from his children.he wouldt help support them.and thats not the man i married.he still comes to me and tells me that he wants me and hes trying to get his life write because he was misserable and he had it so great with me.but the more he tried to come back the harder he had it with getting away from the women.and being my fault.during this time as his wife we were still intimate.and now its like hes use to going between the both of us.i believe he is back living with her,though he wont admit it,but his clothes is here with me.he says we are together but i dont concider us together when he only stays here a couple hours a day.every time we start getting back on track it seems that he gets pulled away.even when he is trying to fight for us.i want you to know that iam not a person who feels that cant get anyone else.i know i could.but we did have a great life before.and i want him.am i being stupid waiting and still being intimite with him.or is there help