Wait on God

by Lillian Tingle
(Selbyville, DE.)

I HAVE EXPERIENCED SO MUCH HEART ACHE AND PAIN IN MY LIFE. I KNOW THAT IT COULDN'T BEEN BUT JESUS THAT WAS WITH ME.

I HAVE FOUR ADULT CHILDREN, THREE HAVE BEEN IN JAIL. I LOST MY GRANDCHILD, DAUGHTER, AND SON IN A HOLD UP. MY SON GOT SHOT. MY DAUGHTER HAD TO RUN FOR HER LIFE.

TWO MONTHS LATER I HAD TO WITNESS COPS BEATING MY OLDEST SON IN MY YARD. TWO MONTHS LATER MY BROTHER DIED IN FEB. THEN MY DAD DIED IN APRIL.

I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO HEAL. I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR SIX YEARS THAT WAS GOING NO WHERE IN THE YEAR OF 2002.

I TOLD GOD, IF YOU ARE REALLY REAL I PROMISE I WILL SERVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE IF YOU JUST TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY AND GIVE ME PEACE OF MIND, I'M ALL YOURS.

ONE WEEK I BURIED MY FATHER, AND THE NEXT WEEK I GAVE MY LIFE TO GOD, THE MIND REGULATOR. NOT ONLY DID HE GIVE ME PEACE OF MIND, HE HEALED ME COMPLETELY FROM ALL HEART ACHE AND PAIN. THANK YOU JESUS.

AFTER ENDING THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THE MAN I WAS INVOLVED WITH, I THOUGHT I CANT DO WITHOUT. THAT'S WHAT SATAN WANTED ME TO BELIEVE.

FIVE MONTHS LATER, I WAS MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND WHO WAS ON HEAVY HARD DRUGS, ALCOHOL, AND MORE, FOR 33 YEARS. HE WAS THE TOWN DRUNK, A MENACE TO SOCIETY. THE JUDGE LABLED HIM AND SAID HE WOULD BE NOTHING.

BUT THE DEVIL WAS A LIAR. GOING ON SIX YEARS NOW, WE BOTH ARE SERVING THE LORD. SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE GIVEN THEIR LIVES TO THE LORD SINCE MY HUSBAND GAVE HIS LIFE TO THE LORD. HE IS A LIVING TESTIMONY.

TODAY HE IS A DEACON IN OUR CHURCH ALONG WITH OTHER TITLES. PEOPLE SAID IF GOD CAN CHANGE A MAN LIKE JOSEPH, HE CAN CHANGE ANYBODY.

BUT THE KEY IS TO HAVE A SINCERE HEART AND WANT TO CHANGE. WE BOTH HAVE A POWERFUL TESTIMONY. I SKIPPED A LOT, BUT I HOPE YOU PRINT THIS BECAUSE GOD IS STILL PERFORMING MIRACLES.

I KNOW. I MARRIED ONE. WAIT ON GOD AND LET HIM GIVE YOU THE DESIRES OF HIS HEART. JUST LET GO AND LET GOD HAVE HIS WAY IN YOUR LIFE .