WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE?

Hi. i recently became a christian. I just finished university. i am a single mother. Recently everything has been going wrong. I had to leave my job 2 years ago. I cant find another one. my bills are behind. My finances are in a mess. My car has been repossesed. They hve been trying to evict me. I have been to court but i managed to still keep it.

I read the bible everyday. i buy dvds and listen to sermons to explain it to me. I know a lot about the bible and have answers to question that pastors dont have access to. I live the best life that is pleasing to God that i can.

The thing is God speaks to me clearly in day as well as in my dreams. I know that i am choosen. I just dont know to do what. Jesus actually said 'she aint ready for this yet'. Dont know who he was speaking to but i heard him. My pastor said God is going to use me b ut what do i do in the meantime. Im drained, depressed, sometimes i cant get up out of bed. wha do i do in the meantime. I cant just sit and do nothing. what am i meant to do. he has closed the door to job oppertunities but he hasnt opened the gate to show me what dirrection i should go. Have you got any advice for me.