Why?

by Becky
(Texas)

Hello, My name is Becky, I'm 32 years old. I have always wondered why things happen to me. I do consider myself religous I just don't go to church every Sunday. But I do pray and talk to God all the time. Well when I was 15 my mother passed away on April 12th from an aneurysm and was burried on my 16th bithday. My father remarried only 4 months after that. My stepmother hated my sister and I and my father kicked me out at 18 and sent my sister to a Christian Home for children. The next year my daughter was born on the day mother passed, April 12th. Weird huh? (Two weeks early from my due date.) My father then passed away in a car acciedent 4 years later leaving all of my mothers belongings to his wife including the house and car. My sister and were left with nothing not even a photograch. After being married (thru the church) for 6 months my husband cheated on me. I have forgiven him and we back together. It just sometimes I find myself asking, Why? I dont understand why my entire life has been nothing but hurt, pain, suffering, and I feel so "unlucky" if you will. When will it be my time to feel the opposite of all of this?